MelodyEverbelle

Since I have a therapy appointment tomorrow at 2 PM, I'm going to talk to my therapist about my crush on Nathan Chen and if I should end it or not... These past few days have been kinda rough for me ever since I saw the Instagram posts from him, but I don't want to "break up" with Nathan right away. And if that does happen, at least I have Pee-wee Herman and Wally Darling.

Happy April 14th, everybody 💖 I know this day is supposed to be a symbol of positivity, but considering recent circumstances involving a certain crush of mine, it feels rather... absent. But I'll try my best to keep my head held high for the rest of the day.

I just got back from my TAY program as usual. I showed my friend Dani the ponysona I made for her, and she loved it. We even made banana and pineapple smoothies while the rest of the peers made Spam musubi and macaroni salad. Throughout the day, I was going through a bipolar stomach, meaning that sometimes it hurt while other times it didn't, and I had to go to the toilet to get it back to normal (I know, TMI). I tried eating some lunch that my dad bought at the mall, thinking my stomach would get better, but that didn't help, either. Anyway, that's all I have to share for now. There's going to be a power outage at my house tomorrow, so I might not be on much that day. I also can't wait for the 9th anniversary of April 14th.